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Monday, 09 November 2009

  • Friends

    I realised I have been blogging quite a lot, probably too self-absorbed again.

    HAHA.

    Anyway, I really want to thank God for allowing me to see things in perspective again.
    I realised I have overlooked the many blessings He has placed in my life EVERYDAY.

    Blessings that come in the form of friends (FOR TODAY!)
    1. MOMO who stayed up late to have HTHT with me :D
    2. Haowei who went for lunch break with me
    3. Azlin whom I can complain anything under the sun to & she'll take it calmly with a pinch of sage-fulness (if there is ever such a word)
    4. Michelle Leow who gladly volunteered to dabao Ice Castelo for me from Fongseng :D
    5. Yingxiu who encouraged me with the Lord's words today via a very sweet card :)
    6. Eugene Toh who jio-ed me to eat Sheares Supper (my first time!) and gave me a ride back to hall :D
    7. Sining & Sarah who informed me about PL1101E final term paper format even though I wasn't at lecture :)


    And i have SO MUCH to thank God for in a day, what more the other days! I shall strive to thank God for various ppl everyday because this makes me happy and blessed! (:

Sunday, 08 November 2009

  • the Me Generation

    I cannot but nod in agreement to what Uncle Kia Wang preached over the podium yesterday, that the young people of today live in a "Me, myself and I" generation. I am particularly guilty of a few things he mentioned: broadcasting my feelings on Facebook, blog entries etc. Save for Twittering and posting YouTube videos about myself, I am really quite self-absorbed! ): He also mentioned that most of the blogs are always full of people ranting and being emo, basically to gain sympathy from readers of the blog. I can't deny that I do that at times too, and lately, I think I have not been very positive in my writings.

    However, I beg to differ that all blogs are like that because I have come across many blogs that are inclined towards raising political awareness, blogs that have entries that are tremendously thought-provoking, even those that post very helpful reviews about movies and books that are possibly useful for many. There are numerous of blogs that dedicate their entries to praising the Lord and giving daily testimonies about the grace of God in their lives (which was my intention of this blog initially, but i guess my self-centredness got the better of me ): )

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    Anyway, note to self: be positive! :D My devotional journal for today has this part where it says: You Become What You Think.

    An excerpt:

    "Your positive or your negative lifestyle will indeed affect every function of your body. If you dwell on negative things, you will spout negative words and have negative facial expressions and body gestures. Being negative keeps you unproductive and focusing on self. When you think negatively, you simply do not accomplish as much in a day as you think positively."

    REJOICE IN THE LORD ALWAYS. I WILL SAY IT AGAIN: REJOICE! -Phil 4:4

    God's grace is sufficient for me :)

Friday, 06 November 2009

  • Perplexed

    I just don't get it. Or maybe I do, but I choose not to accept the reality.
    I have been feeling very frustrated with myself lately because I have been getting back term papers and projects and the same grade kept appearing and things are just not looking very bright. Naturally, I feel very worried because I'm very far from my personal goal. Did I set my expectations too high or am I just plain stupid?
    I am not having an inferiority complex but seriously, after all that hard work, what I got was a measly grade and I feel so unjust, so upset, so confused.
    I think I know, it's not the hours that count, it's the quality of work produced.
    I realize this very saddening truth about myself, that I tend to limit my leisure & I sacrifice my sleep but all these things I do amount to NOTHING when I do not focus on the tasks at hand. And I failed to commit my plans to the Lord.
    It's very troubling to know that I could have changed my style of learning but I didn't because it would mean stepping out of my comfort zone. This is particularly upsetting because it's something within my control and yet I failed to do it.

    My seniors told me not to sacrifice sleep for work and that they'd rather feel guilty that their grades are mediocre because they didn't study than feel stupid like me when I have put in much effort. But I really don't wish to adopt this attitude of being lackadaisical about my work because after all, I am already very blessed to have my education sponsored and so I do not want to achieve mediocre grades BECAUSE of my lack of effort. I would rather feel stupid.

    I just have to say, I need to change the way I prioritize my work, to re-evaluate what's happening to me and to really find an effective way of studying FOR UNIVERSITY. I think I am the kind who is so used to the rudimentary way of studying for secondary sch/JC examinations that the way university modules are graded still catches me off-guard.
    I pray for the Lord's wisdom so that all that I do may be according to His will and plan for me (:

    Hoping for a better month ahead. NOVEMBER! :D

Saturday, 31 October 2009

  • Hall Life

    I don't know whether to feel happy or scared that I am in hall.
    There has been a big commotion over the recent sightings of 2 intruders, one of whom has been caught on CCTV. This has been rather exciting (like wah, we have totally no life and we need such people to entertain us!) and traumatizing at the same time because now the safety of female hall residents (especially the unfenced TH) is now severly at stake.
    Though I have not seen these 2 intruders around, listening to the tales of friends who have seen him prowling around & even made eye contact with him is horrifying enough.

    I don't have many pressing project deadlines or whatsoever, but final year exams are looming. I find myself unable to focus or get down to doing real productive revision lately and it scares me to know that I am living such a life. Hall life is great in the sense that I get to have friends around me ALL THE TIME and there's always activity, like a whole night of trainings or just hanging out with friends. Socially, I am very satisfied but deep down I know I can't sustain such a lifestyle cos studies are of major priority ):

    "It's not the number of hours you put in but the quality of work produced during the given time."

    Note to self:
    1) No online messenging while doing work
    2) No Facebook until I have completed my tasks
    3) Lock my ROOM! :)

    On a lighter note, my week has been rather fulfilling cos I walked Jesse and Russell for 3 days and had a helluva fun time with Bimbong & Momo on Friday night (:

    For my first day of dog walking, I had severe major hiccups, much credit to the erratic weather! Firstly, I also have myself to blame because I couldn't remember the directions to Jo's house (even though she has given clear instructions 3 days before). I conveniently took the bus from the wrong bus stop and conveniently alighted at the wrong stops. Hence, I had to cross and re-cross overhead bridges for 123456789 times. It didn't help that it started pouring all of a sudden & I couldn't get a cab because I was on the AYE. HAHAHA. MAJOR MISTAKE. So thankfully, I called Sue-jean who happened to live near Jo and asked her for directions & she was indeed a great help :)
    After 123456 hours, I managed to find my way to the correct bus stop but subsequently got lost in the private estate area. AHHA. But thankfully by the time I reached Jo's place, the rain has stopped so I could bring the dogs out. BUT alas, the thunder had to rumble 5 mins into my walk and Jesse was so scared she refused to budge! ): Her hindlegs were trembling and she remained rooted, to the broadest sense of the word, to the ground. No matter how much I cajoled her, she refused to move an inch ): I called Jo and she said I'd have to just pull her along and in the end, the dog tag broke ): But thankfully, it all went alright eventually.

    The subsequent 2 days were awesome & glitch-free and I'm beginning to get more confident with handling dogs! (: It's really cute to watch them pee & have them jump and catch the ice cubes I throw to them after the walk. They are such adorable beings :)

    Bimbong & Momo never fail to make my days, seriously. It helps that I share the same sports as them too so whenever I feel damn jaded during trainings, their presence can lift up my mood (: We had a mini-exclusive outing to Vivocity just to eat Haagen Daz cos of my expiring pathetic $10 gift voucher. Ahaha quite a silly excuse, but the outing was super fun (: Embarrassed ourselves TTM at Haagen Daz cos we took mother-long to come to a decision for our orders. It was mighty hilarious to see 3 different staff coming to us and asking us whether we were ready to place our orders. Bimbong seriously cracks the both of us up and we felt so proud of ourselves to have thought of her affectionate nickname so spontaneously. (: Though the icecream was really quite palatable, the pathetically-small Belgium waffle baffled us because it costs a mother $5! Daylight robbery, seriously. -.-

    Erratic weather. Don't know whether to feel happy or sad because of it. HAHA. It makes me sleep because it's sooooo cooling but it wakes me up at the same time because of the thunder.

    ):/ (:?

Sunday, 25 October 2009

  • Friday Nights

    Thursday nights to friday mornings.
    I found my group of friends with the same unhealthy & unwise & detrimental habit:
    Staying up to rush work through the night to Friday
    & eating breakfast together :)
    it is the eating breakfast with them that keeps me going.
    <3 Michelle Leow, Peiqi and newly found Xiuqi! :)
    Staying up is such a bad habit, I know!
    so is going crazy & laughing so loudly during breakfast @ 7am & scaring off the comm hall aunty.

    Last last week:
    TH OAC Night Cycling Recee
    2 straight nights up.
    Are my weekends going to end up like this? ):
    I really enjoyed the recee time with OAC friends
    Shou-qian-shou with Huiqi & Shimin :D
    Chomp-chomp food with Huiqi, Mr Cheong, Zhiyuan, Shimin
    Eat and eat and eat :)
    Cycled uphill and breezed downhill, having the time of my life
    Taking unglam ugly shots under the backdrop of the beautiful sunrise
    Feeling extremely gross and sticky
    I wished to do it all over again.
    With them.
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    Last week:
    TH Official Night Cycling
    Not as exciting now that we've done it before
    But nevertheless fun company and shiok downhills
    More camwhoring with different set of friends
    BUT
    Super lonely (emo) time cycling at the back while Youwei led our group of 17
    No one really to talk to, being accountable to people who lag & people who cycle slower
    Didn't really observe the safety rules towards the end
    I felt that I failed my part as an OAC member for our group cos I couldn't get my group to eat together. For most of the stops, we were segregated.
    At the finishing, we couldn't even take a proper group shot because not everyone turned up at the jetty, which was understandable cos some were too tired.
    But it would have been such a beautiful thing to experience together.
    Anyway, I felt more tired than I was at the Recee because I (for once) helped to keep the bikes
    WHICH WAS A MOTHER TIRING THING TO DO COS THERE WERE HUNDREDS OF THEM.
    plus we had to endure unhappy tired remarks/stares from non-OAC Temasekians.
    AHHAH.
    No Macdonald's burgers but we were left with truckloads of Hashbrowns.
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    This week:
    My maiden Nike Human 10km Race with TH <3s
    Collected race packs a week before with dearest Momo ;)
    Collected for so many A4 people and turned out that half of them couldn't go
    So only Julie, Shimin, Hongyi and I went from TH together via cab.
    Slept from 3am to 4am before meeting them at 530am
    The flyer was super beautiful at 6am cos it had changing colour lightings
    Took many photos :D
    For half of the race, we were stuck in the human jam and so the pace was pretty slow
    After 5km, Hongyi and I broke off, but I decided not to chase him after 1km since I presumed he'd want to go faster than my pace
    So running alone for the last lap of the 10km was pretty boring, so I entertained myself by trying to overtake random slow guys. :PpP HEHEHE.
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    Facebook for more photos :)

    Anyway, I thoroughly enjoyed my experience with TH loves :) Kudos to all of us FINISHERS! :D

    I am going to be a dog-walker soon, HOW EXCITING :D
    Walking Jesse and Russell on Wed, Thurs and Fridays.
    WHEEEEE!

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